life is great...

I dont know why really... lol. I downloaded some songs on my iPod, mostly country. The Tennesseen part of me must really be coming out, bein from Nashville and all... haha. Yeah its finally hit. I grew up with it then discovered rock... but I guess I am going back to my roots, but still listening to my rock :o)
I have such a wide variety in music. I downloaded some jazz, some in French(amazing!) and classical. I just left not long ago to get some dinner, and it was beautiful outside. Not hot like its been, a nice cool evening. Had my sunroof open, all my windows down and just played Canon in D as loud as it could go. Oh yeah thats the good stuff.
I miss Adam, things are getting better. I've finally moved from that stage of "Mourning" lol, over him. I'm such a drama queen... kinda. I can be... in certain situations. I know my boundries... anyways. The last few conversations we've had were good, no fighting or getting into confrontations. I just wish I knew what to do, as far as my life goes RIGHT NOW. I am one of those people who, for one waits to the last minute. But I do things to where, if it happens, then its meant to be, if it falls to shit- then its not. Ok well, I was all set on goin back to the UofA, and everything was good, until I went up to housing...
Unbeleiveable- I asked for an application and the lady asked me what year I was going to be, and I said Sophmore... " Oh. We are all full. No room, the freshman coming in have taken everything, including overflow" DAmn ... I walked back to my car finding myself at a crossroads. haha... thinking, maybe this is a chance to go somewhere else? Maybe back to Florida? Oh who knows... I always have fun figuring it out though. I like being like that though. Because I am such an indecisive person, its good that I look at things like, if it does, then good. If it doesnt, then ok-moving on. That way I know, and I dont really, but I do. Ok I'm not a writter, I dont claim to be. I know I can be confusing and drive away from the main focus. But I know what I know... and I think that maybe you kinda do too... whoever you are...